Hate zicada?

[zicada]

All right,

I'm getting the feeling some of our members have a beef with me for some reason.

Yet nobody confronts me about this, but decides to go around cloak and dagger style, spreading shit.

I would like for anyone who has any issues with me or what I do or did, to get on IRC and actually talk to me about it. If it would help, I could set up a channel, and a date, so everyone can come and vent all they want.

Chamu, FI, Zelknolf, Brokenbone, core of the NWN1 crew. Stop this stupid nonsense and just say it out loud.
I'm working my ass off every day to do good things around here, I don't need a group of disgruntled members working against me. Please, grow some balls and confront me. Hear my side of whatever story it is you're so horrified about.

This stuff does neither me, you, or ALFA any good.

Chamu, I have tried to PM you two times so far, asking you what it is you find so horrible about me. I have tried to ask others as well, but you never reply. Please get on IRC and talk to me ASAP.

I find this whole schoolyard teenage mentality pretty stupid and unproductive.

Now, I'm no fucking saint, I've done my fair share of shit through the years for sure.

I do however also do tons of work, pretty good work as well, probably 90% of which 95% of you have no clue what is, or that its even necessary to make this project float.

So please, either:

A: Confront me with whatever issues or grudges you hold against me so that I can sort them out, or at least give me the decency to explain my POV.

or

B: STFU already

Thank you

[Kest]

haven't even heard of this Chamu person, are they nwn1-only or something

oh the tangled webs we weave

[Nalo Jade]

I feel left out. Could I please be added to the list.

[zicada]

I feel left out. Could I please be added to the list.

Sure

hm, actually nah, make your own thread

[Nalo Jade]

This stuff does neither me, you, or ALFA any good.

+1

B: STFU already

Thank you

+1

Chamu is my HDM. One of the few people that has been friendly and welcoming...like Wynna, AcadiusLost, Curmudgeon, Bartleby, BrokenBone, danielmn, indio, Ayergo, darrenhfx.

I find it hard to believe that someone with a rough tongue such as yours would be the innocent victim, while someone like Chamu who is presently hugely busy with RL matters...would take the time to invest in a "cloak and dagger" game with you.

This sort of "open air" stuff-slinging should be reserved for trolls like me...not Admin.

What do you mean by "cloak and dagger" ... I mean we are an internet community, its not like Chamu, FI, Zelk and BB are part of the CIA. I doubt they are involved in something "secret". From your past behavior which I am unfortunate to have first hand knowledge of, I would suspect they are in fact voicing their disapproval for you ... in private, instead of publically slamming you ... and then as they find that more and more people are not happy with your behavior it grows...

Don't make the mistake of thinking someone other than your own hostile attitude/paranoia is the birth mother of the hate. Give hate, and that is what you shall receive.

[zicada]

Don't make the mistake of thinking someone other than your own hostile attitude/paranoia is the birth mother of the hate. Give hate, and that is what you shall receive.

I haven't been hostile towards any of them. I don't even remember talking to Chamu. Also, I don't hate anyone. I tell people to fuck off when they're being idiots, that's not hate, and it's a lot better than 'voicing my concerns in private' all the time like some people.

Anyway, please don't make this thread into your own huge bunch of posts cause you're bored Nalo.
Tell "your HDM" to actually come tell me what his problem is though.

[NickD]

Cloak and dagger, seriously? Just looking at the conspirators, their beef with you has been raised enough on the forums for anyone to know what their issue is.

And, as an aside, you can be a real dickhead sometimes.

[Nalo Jade]

-snip-
2008-08-30:

zicada is hereby receiving a warning strike for improper conduct and inappropriate remarks towards a member in private conversation.

As biased party, zicada had ceded the decision to LA (paazin).

Knowing nothing else ... that sums up the story man.

Having balls, and being a dick are two entirely different things...you don't seem to understand the difference. *hands Zic a guide to the male anatomy*

Balls is courage to do something in spite of the risk to yourself.

Dick is to disregard the feelings of anyone but yourself.

[danielmn]

I hate you all equally. For Zic to portend that I should have more hatred for him than any other around here is completely ludicrous and presumptuous as well as egotistical...so I will award Zic 1 contempt point..making my hatred of him slightly more than the hatred I have for the rest of you imbeciles...Beyond that, Zic is also awarded a Moron point for posting something that has nothing to do with Game A of ALFA in the Game A forums, instead of the alternate Game B Off Topic Forum in order to garner the attention on his subject.

Carry on.

[zicada]

zicada is hereby receiving a warning strike for improper conduct and inappropriate remarks towards a member in private conversation.

So, it's come to my attention that the issue is that I happened to be given a "warning" rather than a "strike". Apparently there's a huge difference between the two. To be perfectly honest I never cared much for that system at all.

This is also the first time i actually hear about it. If you all thought i should have gotten a damn strike, why not just say so ? Shit I'll gladly take a freaking strike if that's what the problem is, pile it on!

It wasn't even my decision though, obviously, so why be pissed at me about this.

This is also exactly what I'm talking about. With a tiny little bit of communication, to actually let me know what the bloody problem is, I would have totally 'taken a strike' as it were.

[Kest]

you can be punished for things said in private?

what the hell?

and do they have secret strikes or something, where you don't even tell the person about it

:alfa:

[zicada]

you can be punished for things said in private?

what the hell?

and do they have secret strikes or something, where you don't even tell the person about it

:alfa:

Beats me.

Gimme whatever you want to call the rule already and get on with it though, whoever has issues with it.

[Brokenbone]

I don't use a cloak and dagger except in game.

If there is any conspiracy out there, which I doubt, I am not a part of it.

(Edit / PS: I don't hate zicada)

[Kest]

i hear you can get a secret warning strike for being too cool for school, is this true y/n

[HATEFACE]

Are you looking to fight? Cause I'll bring it, outta school, on the playground at 3:00! Better bring your A game chump.