A Barakor's prayers
Posted: Wed Apr 23, 2008 4:38 pm
Evening prayer
The candlelight flickered on the rough wooden walls. A wind was shaking the trees outside, whistling through the tiles above, making the shutters rattle. On the little table was a wooden bowl with the dregs of a stew left, next to a tankard. Darvi sat on the hard cot, gazing into the flame.
He squinted, and the light went fuzzy. Images of the recent weeks flitted by. Walking down the gangplank of the Riverboat, onto the quay of bustling little Rivermoot. The oddly shaped square, with the mayor shouting directions to the travellers thronging to see him. The dark, heady atmosphere of the Inn, full of the insipid aroma of human pipeweed. And the strange way a party had formed around him, almost as if directed by someone. Kinsmen, and also humans, some almost kin-like in their honour and bearing. A few hins that joined off and on. And then the excursions into the hills, rooting out various menaces, in which he had finally been able to show Gorm (and himself) that his ability to protect his allies wouldn't falter again. A small step to avenge what he had lost not long ago. One of maybe many to come.
Darvi rose stiffly, and sank down on one knee. He lowered his head and raised his hands, palms up. He prayed.
"Gorm Gulthyn, Ever Vigilant One. Show me how to guard those entrusted to me. Help me steady the strong and shield the weak. Let not false pride and hunger for glory lead me astray from Your charge to me, to protect the Good from the Evil. May I always be strong as a wall that none can pass through, that our kin may live and prosper"
The last few days' hardship were taking their toll. He nodded and swayed a little. He didn't notice his mind wandering. More images arose. More recent ones. A dark anger welled up. The Grey kin. The two shadowy figures, so like dwarves in stature but to a dwarven eye so unmistakable. He had seen such before, captives from raids into the Underdark. He knew too well their hostile history, and what they were known to do to dwarves they themselves captured. Descendants of an ancient foe. And they were tolerated to walk here in broad daylight! Evidently folk here hadn't heard the sinister name of Duergar.
Darvi was breathing heavily through his nostrils.
He had stayed his hand, while struggling to overcome the sudden shock of their sighting. One of them had spoken to him as the other snuck off. A jeering, scoffing tone, with a hint of bitterness underneath. An accusation of ancient wrongs, obviously imagined by his kind in order to justify their cruel acts. "We only wish to live". Such harmless words...spoken with such a double meaning.
The other one though had found no time for making excuses. Indeed, his first act was to spit, something he kept up at regular interval while he talked, as if the slanderous words were not enough to convey his contempt. He had immediately taken to insulting Darvi, besmirching his courage and honour. Darvi had responded through clenched teeth, his hand straying to his axe, but the Grey one went on to claim that the very Morndinsamman were false. Darvi had told him that he would one day regret his words, and tried to make off. The duergar had followed for a bit, taunting like a mad dog, offering to 'brawl' (like common criminals!). But Darvi knew that from this point, their axes would have to continue the argument. His loyalty to his gods, as well as his honour, had been challenged. Since the Grey worked for the Banite priest, he would have to seek him out first. When dealing with slaves, one must speak to their master.
Another series of images, and a sense of loss and regret grew. Only the day before, after the long walk to the fort, they had stayed overnight in the tower, gazing at the moon over the hills and listening to Hendle's tale of a lost citadel nearby. That would indeed be a worthy cause to pursue. Then, after returning to the village, they had set out on a new journey, this time to High Hold, about a days' march away. And then the dank and stinking cave, with vile foes of many different kinds. The party had attacked a band of orcs. The struggle had been violent, with magic blasting and weapons clashing. Finally the orcs lay slain, but so did one of their own number. Brave and good humoured Shard had fallen when some orcs had broken through the first line. A good friend and ally, and a loss that would be felt. Again Darvi had failed to protect one of his shieldbrothers. Soon though, he would have a chance to redeem himself.
He blinked. He caught himself nodding, and swore inwardly at his faltering self discipline. Once more he closed his eyes.
"Gorm Fire Eyes, aid me in facing the inevitable. Guide my hand, steel my courage, and may the Fates judge if I shall return to Your Halls, or continue calling on Your name from this world. There is so much to do here. So many kin need your servants. So much has been lost that needs to be reclaimed. But Honour and Duty comes first. If I live, I shall pursue Your will with ever more tenacity. If I die, I go to You with my honour intact."
He stood and performed the ritual motions of evening prayer, then sat down on the cot and sighed. The floorboards out in the hallway of the inn creaked as some late comer was making his way to bed. The light glinted off the mail shirt and axe that lay on the stool. The shutters rattled and the wind whistled.
The candlelight flickered on the rough wooden walls. A wind was shaking the trees outside, whistling through the tiles above, making the shutters rattle. On the little table was a wooden bowl with the dregs of a stew left, next to a tankard. Darvi sat on the hard cot, gazing into the flame.
He squinted, and the light went fuzzy. Images of the recent weeks flitted by. Walking down the gangplank of the Riverboat, onto the quay of bustling little Rivermoot. The oddly shaped square, with the mayor shouting directions to the travellers thronging to see him. The dark, heady atmosphere of the Inn, full of the insipid aroma of human pipeweed. And the strange way a party had formed around him, almost as if directed by someone. Kinsmen, and also humans, some almost kin-like in their honour and bearing. A few hins that joined off and on. And then the excursions into the hills, rooting out various menaces, in which he had finally been able to show Gorm (and himself) that his ability to protect his allies wouldn't falter again. A small step to avenge what he had lost not long ago. One of maybe many to come.
Darvi rose stiffly, and sank down on one knee. He lowered his head and raised his hands, palms up. He prayed.
"Gorm Gulthyn, Ever Vigilant One. Show me how to guard those entrusted to me. Help me steady the strong and shield the weak. Let not false pride and hunger for glory lead me astray from Your charge to me, to protect the Good from the Evil. May I always be strong as a wall that none can pass through, that our kin may live and prosper"
The last few days' hardship were taking their toll. He nodded and swayed a little. He didn't notice his mind wandering. More images arose. More recent ones. A dark anger welled up. The Grey kin. The two shadowy figures, so like dwarves in stature but to a dwarven eye so unmistakable. He had seen such before, captives from raids into the Underdark. He knew too well their hostile history, and what they were known to do to dwarves they themselves captured. Descendants of an ancient foe. And they were tolerated to walk here in broad daylight! Evidently folk here hadn't heard the sinister name of Duergar.
Darvi was breathing heavily through his nostrils.
He had stayed his hand, while struggling to overcome the sudden shock of their sighting. One of them had spoken to him as the other snuck off. A jeering, scoffing tone, with a hint of bitterness underneath. An accusation of ancient wrongs, obviously imagined by his kind in order to justify their cruel acts. "We only wish to live". Such harmless words...spoken with such a double meaning.
The other one though had found no time for making excuses. Indeed, his first act was to spit, something he kept up at regular interval while he talked, as if the slanderous words were not enough to convey his contempt. He had immediately taken to insulting Darvi, besmirching his courage and honour. Darvi had responded through clenched teeth, his hand straying to his axe, but the Grey one went on to claim that the very Morndinsamman were false. Darvi had told him that he would one day regret his words, and tried to make off. The duergar had followed for a bit, taunting like a mad dog, offering to 'brawl' (like common criminals!). But Darvi knew that from this point, their axes would have to continue the argument. His loyalty to his gods, as well as his honour, had been challenged. Since the Grey worked for the Banite priest, he would have to seek him out first. When dealing with slaves, one must speak to their master.
Another series of images, and a sense of loss and regret grew. Only the day before, after the long walk to the fort, they had stayed overnight in the tower, gazing at the moon over the hills and listening to Hendle's tale of a lost citadel nearby. That would indeed be a worthy cause to pursue. Then, after returning to the village, they had set out on a new journey, this time to High Hold, about a days' march away. And then the dank and stinking cave, with vile foes of many different kinds. The party had attacked a band of orcs. The struggle had been violent, with magic blasting and weapons clashing. Finally the orcs lay slain, but so did one of their own number. Brave and good humoured Shard had fallen when some orcs had broken through the first line. A good friend and ally, and a loss that would be felt. Again Darvi had failed to protect one of his shieldbrothers. Soon though, he would have a chance to redeem himself.
He blinked. He caught himself nodding, and swore inwardly at his faltering self discipline. Once more he closed his eyes.
"Gorm Fire Eyes, aid me in facing the inevitable. Guide my hand, steel my courage, and may the Fates judge if I shall return to Your Halls, or continue calling on Your name from this world. There is so much to do here. So many kin need your servants. So much has been lost that needs to be reclaimed. But Honour and Duty comes first. If I live, I shall pursue Your will with ever more tenacity. If I die, I go to You with my honour intact."
He stood and performed the ritual motions of evening prayer, then sat down on the cot and sighed. The floorboards out in the hallway of the inn creaked as some late comer was making his way to bed. The light glinted off the mail shirt and axe that lay on the stool. The shutters rattled and the wind whistled.