Kail: Forgotten Pains
Posted: Fri Jun 02, 2006 3:12 pm
Kail pushed open the door to his house and entered cautiously, his eyes flitted from left to right in the darkness.
There was no noise, no movement, but only the presences that had lurked there since he had acquired this place.
He closed the door behind him and continued into the dining room.
An empty glass and plate covered in crumbs lay on the great oak table. The scent of fine exotic tobacco filled the air. His giant glass bong had been used in the last few hours. The coals still glowed slightly atop the fascinating structure. He smiled slightly and carried the empty glass and plate to his kitchen.
He shook the crumbs into a dirty barrel and filled a new glass with brandy.
His guest seemed to be out of the house for now, probably in the bar across the street.
After removing his shield and scales he sat comfortably in his purple coloured loincloth on a cushion next to the bong and sipped his brandy whilst concocting himself a curious goodnight mixture of kif, fine nelaxian tobacco and a drop of watered down centipede venom.
Misty blue smoke bubbled through the water as he sucked in, hard on the end of a woven read pipe. Kail's wolf like eyes gazed out from the haze of the smoke for a long while, a look of sadness upon his face.
He looked down upon his grey arms and legs and watched as his tattoos broke out into movement, coursing around his body like terrible black centipedes, eyes glowing, horrible and red, unreal in the smoky haze. He blinked twice and gulped down on his brandy, finishing the glass.
Again he looked about the room. Everything seemed normal for a moment, books in shelves and chairs around the table. Smoke rose up around the chandelier and twisted across the ceiling like spirits trying to escape his presence.
He started and nearly knocked over the great bong as he heard the sound of his own laugh echo from the walls of the room.
He looked down at his tattoos, they were still again, nothing more than the classical designs and family crests worn by all those on his mother’s side of the family. Worn by red wizards of Thay.
He nodded his head in amusement. The irony!
Lying there for more then an hour, Kail rose up finally, sweat beading on his chest and face, something clenched inside his chest, in his lungs. He could breath but it felt like there was no air.
Across the room he stumbled, the cupboards swayed and blurred before him and the chandelier swung down like the mouth of a dragon making him duck and fall sideways.
He grabbed out at the hilt of his sword on the table and swung it through the air foolishly landing in a heap on the floor.
Five small shadows, the size of infants, crept in from the far corners of the room and lifted him up from the floor in unison, carrying his body up through the floors of the house eventually laying him on the great four posted bed in his attic bedroom.
He lay motionless for many hours, tears running from his eyes as he slept, torments of an eternity left behind, pain for a reality he was part of once again.
In the darkness of his room, Kail lay sleeping, remembering the sadness which changed him long ago. Kail remembered a woman and a child, far away, in Sembia.
He remembered the spiders coming for him and the way he was left poisoned and broken in the woods. He remembered the way her mother had looked down on him and the way her red eyes smiled with arrogance as she saw him weak before her. The way the darkness had given her power over him. The way he had been betrayed by the one he thought had loved him.
Kail lay in his bed asleep, his arm clawing out into the air of his bedroom. In his mind, touching out at the dust of the forest floor, touching the wet soil where his son's tears had fallen.
He remembered his hands upon dark skin, his cheek on her perfect white hair. He remembered affection and what he had once had. He remembered being loved once.
How he wished to seek it once more but he was afraid. Love, a lie, never to be trusted again.
He wondered if his little boy searched for him now as he had searched for his father. He smiled in his sleep. He imagined a grey skinned youth, with dark blue hair and pale white eyes. His mind flickered through possibilities. Could he be out there...? Sadness filled his soul as he accepted the inevitable truth. He imagined him wrapped in chains in a drow noble house, whipped and beaten and treated like filth for his impure blood. For possessing the blood of man. Yet unknown to the boy, the blood of Onifhet.
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Kail woke to the sound of birds singing. His room dark still, without windows. A sadness filled his heart, yet he could not remember what. Perhaps he had been dreaming again. He rubbed his eyes, knowing he had not slept well. He hated that he could never remember his dreams. His mind was weak, why could he not remember. It was as if some magic blocked his memory.
He shook his head and thought of it no more. Beneath him he could hear his guest performing morning prayers in the room below.
There was no noise, no movement, but only the presences that had lurked there since he had acquired this place.
He closed the door behind him and continued into the dining room.
An empty glass and plate covered in crumbs lay on the great oak table. The scent of fine exotic tobacco filled the air. His giant glass bong had been used in the last few hours. The coals still glowed slightly atop the fascinating structure. He smiled slightly and carried the empty glass and plate to his kitchen.
He shook the crumbs into a dirty barrel and filled a new glass with brandy.
His guest seemed to be out of the house for now, probably in the bar across the street.
After removing his shield and scales he sat comfortably in his purple coloured loincloth on a cushion next to the bong and sipped his brandy whilst concocting himself a curious goodnight mixture of kif, fine nelaxian tobacco and a drop of watered down centipede venom.
Misty blue smoke bubbled through the water as he sucked in, hard on the end of a woven read pipe. Kail's wolf like eyes gazed out from the haze of the smoke for a long while, a look of sadness upon his face.
He looked down upon his grey arms and legs and watched as his tattoos broke out into movement, coursing around his body like terrible black centipedes, eyes glowing, horrible and red, unreal in the smoky haze. He blinked twice and gulped down on his brandy, finishing the glass.
Again he looked about the room. Everything seemed normal for a moment, books in shelves and chairs around the table. Smoke rose up around the chandelier and twisted across the ceiling like spirits trying to escape his presence.
He started and nearly knocked over the great bong as he heard the sound of his own laugh echo from the walls of the room.
He looked down at his tattoos, they were still again, nothing more than the classical designs and family crests worn by all those on his mother’s side of the family. Worn by red wizards of Thay.
He nodded his head in amusement. The irony!
Lying there for more then an hour, Kail rose up finally, sweat beading on his chest and face, something clenched inside his chest, in his lungs. He could breath but it felt like there was no air.
Across the room he stumbled, the cupboards swayed and blurred before him and the chandelier swung down like the mouth of a dragon making him duck and fall sideways.
He grabbed out at the hilt of his sword on the table and swung it through the air foolishly landing in a heap on the floor.
Five small shadows, the size of infants, crept in from the far corners of the room and lifted him up from the floor in unison, carrying his body up through the floors of the house eventually laying him on the great four posted bed in his attic bedroom.
He lay motionless for many hours, tears running from his eyes as he slept, torments of an eternity left behind, pain for a reality he was part of once again.
In the darkness of his room, Kail lay sleeping, remembering the sadness which changed him long ago. Kail remembered a woman and a child, far away, in Sembia.
He remembered the spiders coming for him and the way he was left poisoned and broken in the woods. He remembered the way her mother had looked down on him and the way her red eyes smiled with arrogance as she saw him weak before her. The way the darkness had given her power over him. The way he had been betrayed by the one he thought had loved him.
Kail lay in his bed asleep, his arm clawing out into the air of his bedroom. In his mind, touching out at the dust of the forest floor, touching the wet soil where his son's tears had fallen.
He remembered his hands upon dark skin, his cheek on her perfect white hair. He remembered affection and what he had once had. He remembered being loved once.
How he wished to seek it once more but he was afraid. Love, a lie, never to be trusted again.
He wondered if his little boy searched for him now as he had searched for his father. He smiled in his sleep. He imagined a grey skinned youth, with dark blue hair and pale white eyes. His mind flickered through possibilities. Could he be out there...? Sadness filled his soul as he accepted the inevitable truth. He imagined him wrapped in chains in a drow noble house, whipped and beaten and treated like filth for his impure blood. For possessing the blood of man. Yet unknown to the boy, the blood of Onifhet.
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Kail woke to the sound of birds singing. His room dark still, without windows. A sadness filled his heart, yet he could not remember what. Perhaps he had been dreaming again. He rubbed his eyes, knowing he had not slept well. He hated that he could never remember his dreams. His mind was weak, why could he not remember. It was as if some magic blocked his memory.
He shook his head and thought of it no more. Beneath him he could hear his guest performing morning prayers in the room below.