ALFA has become too extremely negative for me.
I had SO much fun for another few months again this time, and had good/huge/long-term plans this time, they just didn't happen in time before I could not handle the negativity once again. I have always been sarcastic and am so sorry to have been taken the wrong way by some people, i really play in a way to try my best to help others have fun. And ALFA is always fun for me, but too much bullshit lately has made me feel that weight in my chest which equates to "not fun"... and i play vids for fun of course, so that's kind of contradictory.I could not quit without saying a truly sincere and heart felt thank you to the DMs and those players who appreciated mutual fun-play, not to mention those who appreciated my idea of a unique and consistent PC with that proverbial grain of salt. He was (is) different. A lot of people tell me how excellent he was IC and my style of play. Too many said the opposite. So I thought I was doing something right. It seems to more than I like to accept I am doing something very wrong. At the same time, I attribute most of my style as an appreciative learning experience here in ALFA over a nearly a decade of play.
Cheers all. See most of you I hope and many more new recruits into this beautiful place when next I return. Yay!
If anyone ever drops into Shanghai, China, please mail me: mattfacey2002@yahoo.ca
-Matt
